loneliness

you know you're lonely not when you can't find someone around you,

but when you have a lot of people around you and when you need someone to talk to you can't think of anyone .

when it doesn't make any difference who shares you your happy moments because whoever they are they won't make it special moments.

when you're worried about something and you don't think they'll care.

when you're afraid of showing how you really feel around them because they may not understand.

when you feel sick of people and realize that it's easier to be alone and be sad , happy , worried or even crazy because no one will judge you.

and finally when you hide and disappear and no one notice you're not there any more.